Apr 302009
 

I just realized I haven’t posted anything since last week’s HNT. I’m just….not feeling it. A possible meet-up this week that has been postponed a bit made me antsy and nervous and sucked up everything in my head like a leech. It likely will continue to do so until it happens next week. It’s pretty major for me, but I won’t say anything more on it.

Work. Sucks. DONKEY BALLS.

I know I am lucky to have a job but holy fucking hell I’m miserable. I’m surrounded by idiots. The merge of half a dozen agencies into one office did not go as smoothly as they promised (surprise sooprise) despite months and months and untold dollars of planning. I get documents from 7 different areas now, all the same things, but yet….they’re all different. There is one good way, and many are just saying…..fuck it. It’s not how I was used to doing it, I’m not changing. It’s this attitude that’s going to cause me to go postal on their fucking asses. It makes my job SO much more difficult and patience-trying. Today I left in a mild rage. Only later did I find amusement in this: Picture a white girl – a pretty, feminine white girl who is obviously more suburban than urban and more office than street – in her white girl car, driving through the um more “shady” area of the city where the sidewalks are dappled with little clusters of tough-lookin black guys with their silly ass size 60 jeans belted around (or, more laughably, under) their boxer-covered asses doing their best to be cool/intimidating/rough, and the pretty feminine white girl is sitting there in the slow-moving traffic down their street simultaneously smoking a slim cigarette and filing her nails while Limp Bizkit’s “Break Something” is blasting from her speakers and pouring out of the car windows. To say that I got some looks is putting it mildly. One even made sure to cross the street right in front of my car with a mildly confused/amused look on his face as he made certain that it was my car blasting the angry metal music.

So yeah, work is getting progressively worse. They say it’ll get better but I’m not so sure.

So what GOOD has happened you ask?

Not much.

I miss my girls, I barely talk to my friends anymore online since the job change.

Oh, my hair looks fabulous lately. I usually don’t like my hair, it doesn’t look good for long because it’s fine/thin and refuses to hold a curl longer than 5 minutes. It’s lazier than I am. I got this stuff from Aveda called Pure Abundance Hair Potion. It’s weird, it comes out as a powder, the active ingredients include kaolin clay and silica and other stuff. It’s not as “bad” on my hair as usual styling products, I only use it on my roots but MAN does it add volume! Sexy hair!

UPS pissed me off this week, a Babeland item for review got sent back to shipper after mishaps. If a sig is required, they just won’t ever leave it, and they refused to come when someone would be here – instead they show up in the 3 hours someone is NOT here.

My birthday is next month (May) my one year blogiversary is the month after (June). Perhaps some good things for those two, we’ll see!

Until then…..

blah.


Your best bet is to just stay away mother fucker
Its just one of those days

  • Bad Bad Girl

    Ohhhh I gotta find me that Hair Potion. I miss you too.

    ~ i wouldn’t recommend it on you……you’d never get a comb thru your hair. somehow i don’t think clay and honey mix well with curly latina hair ;)

  • I’m sorry to hear that work is going so shitty for you since the move. That sucks…

  • Well damn I wondered where you had been!

    I hate its shitty for you, maybe it’ll get mo betta

  • Blueyeguy

    Hang in there, Lil. Don’t let this shit get to you!

  • PsycheDiver

    *hugs* I wish there was something I could do to help, or at least brighten your mood. If there is, let me know!

  • TUG

    Seems to be a bunch of work stuff going on lately.

    I prefer the term Monkey Nuts :)

    ~ there’s a lot of terms, but I’m about to put a lump of coal on their desks. all of em.

  • Riff Dog

    Well, I happen to love fine straight hair. Especially brown. Seriously.

    That’s a drag about the new work situation. I was kinda hoping it wasn’t going to be as bad as you were expecting. Maybe it will still turn out well (I’m always the optimist.)

    ~ Riffy….the glass is officially empty. There is no silver lining. I am considering prostitution :P