Ugly on the Inside
Most people are not graced with the symmetrical beauty that is deemed “perfect”. Many people do not have what is considered by fashion to be a “perfect” body – i.e. no excess fat, certainly no rolls or pudges, no stretch marks, skin that defies gravity, etc.
But are most people ugly?
I will not sit here and claim to be a saint and say that I never ever make poor comments about a person’s clothing/body/whatever. Sometimes I do. I think most of us do. But when you do it all the time and out loud? I don’t care what you look like. I don’t care if you are Angelina fuckin Jolie’s twin sister. You are ugly. A lot of people don’t know the reasons why I started Wanton Wednesday. One of the reasons was that I didn’t care for the attitude the creator took against “sex bloggers” (an attitude which he has spread to others); I didn’t care for the attitudes of many of the bloggers who participated in HNT, either. Is Wanton Wednesday then the “misfits” version? I don’t know. I don’t care. I sure as fuck am not going to win any beauty contests and I will fully agree that many people do not find fat women attractive on the outside. You know what….you do your thing, I’ll do mine, and if you’re going to judge me or other people who could very well be the most awesome somebody you might ever meet, just on their looks? You’re not a person I want to know.
I visited the blog of someone and really…I should have known better. I already know what kind of person she is. Somehow she’s able to spout off shit like this and get pats on the fuckin back. Glad I don’t know any of the people who were commenting, either.
I don’t want to read anymore posts from women pushing 40 who go out and get liquored up. I outgrew that before I was 20. Grow up. I don’t want to read anymore posts from so called sex bloggers. The bulk of them are people sneaking around behind someone else’s back. Grow a pair and get out, or work on what is there. I don’t want to watch people who’s own marriage is such a joke give marital advice to someone else! One day I just realized how small and stupid so much of this is. People posting photos of themselves, so someone else will say how hot they are. Because, let’s be honest here. No one is going to say…”Sugar, you have cankles, or those boots you think are so naughty make your pudgy calves look even fatter.” No one is going to say, please stop showing us your saggy boobs. It’s like a competition to see how many compliments they can get. It’s mind numbing and shallow. There are a handful who actually do it well, and look good doing it. But the bulk of them……sheesh.
No, I’m not linking to blogger and I probably won’t tell you if you ask – her identity isn’t the point and most likely you don’t know her anyways (one of you will). She is ugly on the inside. I do not want to associate with her or people like her and I hope to hell that no one who participates in WW is anything like her. In her posts she may or may not be referring to people I’m friends with or hell, even me for that matter (” Women who’s nipples look like they fed an entire third world country should NAWT be showing them off on the internet.” or ” At one point I didn’t know where my place was in blogland. I wasn’t a Mommy blogger. I did NAWT want to be one of the crazy sex bloggers.” could easily apply to me, lol).
I don’t care what you look like. I care what is INSIDE OF YOU. I want friends surrounding me who are beautiful on the inside, so beautiful that they outshine others. Many of the people I consider a friend would fit into that. I am not a happy go lucky person – I can be grumpy and cranky and get easily disappointed/upset at the shittiness of peers. But I do know one thing. I am NOT ugly inside. I won’t tolerate anyone who is, anymore. Excuse me while I go fuckin belt out “Don’t Rain on My Parade” or something.
To my friends, to my loyal readers, to my Wanton Wednesday group:
You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can’t bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can’t bring you down
Don’t you bring me down today…
No matter what we do
No matter what we say
We’re the song inside the tune
Full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go
The sun will always shine
And tomorrow we might wake on the other side
All the other times
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can’t bring us down
~”Beautiful”, Christina Aguilera